Get the uncensored trailer and the full 56 minute long video here: https://mariaphilia.tumblr.com/post/170618178760/former-vegan-fit-girl-becomes-a-food-addict-in
What you see in the trailer is just an intro:
The rest over the video contains plenty of eating, overeating, denial, stomach noises, burping, stomach aching and more.
Okay.. A new year, a new me. It's time for me to get active and burn all this lard off my body.
I've gained 35 lbs last year and it shows, my butt is becoming huge! Exercising is a lot harder then I remember, I'm not even halfway and I'm already out of breath. I breathe louder as my ass jiggles up the stairs. On the stairs my breast has already fallen out of my sports bra and I need a small break. I'm questioning if I was ever fit in the first place...
"That's because you've been eating like a fat pig for the past year."
"You know you're fooling no one right? You becoming skinny, like you used to?
Please, you're too far gone. "
I quickly look around as this voice appears out of nowhere, I must be hallucinating things... Maybe the lack of oxygen is getting to me.
But once again, the voice appeared:
" You used to exercise 5 to 6 times a week, had an active job, cycled or walked anywhere you went. You used to be vegan... What happened to you? Now you're just, a lazy glutton. "
This voice keeps pestering me about the past and how my future isn't looking any brighter. I decide to quit exercising after several more accusations. Who does she think she is anyways... telling me that I've become fat, thick is the new skinny!
“That’s because I’m you’re conscience! So, I’m you, really. I know you’ve been thinking about chocolate ever since you stepped a foot out of the door. I’m the one who thinks clearly and knows you best. You’re a pig and you’re nothing but a pig. It’s in your nature. “
I'm going to prepare a healthy balanced meal of 4 hamburgers, with buns and some salad. I've exercised after all, gotta nourish yourself! And since I trained this hard I treat myself to a couple of donuts, spekuk, Fernandez, applesauce... and then I realized. I ate a total of 3195 calories, if I continue like this I'll be enormous, she's right. I am a pig, a mindless pig that consumes everything in it's way.